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1. I'm a very loyal person. I beleive thats one of the reasons why I get hurt so much. Because once I trust you, I can;'t do anything about it.

2. Once you turn on me, theres no comeing back. I hold grudges probably worse then anyone you'll ever know, and I will not forgive you for the certain things you've done.

3. I'm starting to think about the world a bit more, and starting to really hate lables, posers, and people in general who make a big deal out of there perfect lives. People who are racisit are pissing me off as well.

4. I spend like...15 minutes doing my eyes in the morning. Why? I don't..know. o.o It's just a habbit, and it entertains me in the morning. Making my eye's as dark as possible before going outside or around people.

5. I love my friends with a passion. And I would never want them hurt, or going through what I have already gone through. They're my crutch when I break, and I love them for it. Being my shoulder to cry one, and being the ones I protect with my life. They're trully amazing and they should all know that.

6. I hate being bored. Being entertained is the maing thing about me that has to be kept constant. If I'm not doing something, I will litterally freak out, and usually my temper will flair. Usually resulting in me thinking too much, and leading to really bad things in the end.

7. Music is 100% of my time when I'm awake. Even when I'm sleeping it's on. I can't live without it, and I listen to about 300 bands, and maybe a billion songs a day. I go through music, like kids go through candy. It's a nessesity, and I need it to maintain. But sometimes it's not enough to save me from myself. But it's something I usually confide in when I have no one else to turn to.

8. I am NOT a healthy person. Eating salads, and cellery for the rest of my life? HA! you got me bent sideways. I'm a junk food junky sadly. Usually eating something from cheetos, or peperoni, to candy, or gum. Just because theres never anything REAL to eat at my house. My family is FAT. And it's the one thing I fear of becomeing. Thats why sometimes I go days without eating anything real, because I fear of getting more fat then I already am.

9. I have a...fear/madhate for fat. I don't know why, and it's nothing against you, but If I see someone massivly over weight, I will litterally twitch, gag, and usually get very repulsive, to the point where I want to run away, or it looks like I have terrets. Ask any friend of mine. (mainly Demis. she's had to save me a couple times from falling to the ground and convulsing all over the place.) It's not laughing matter. Just my mind/body reacting.

10. I am a huge massichist, and an occultist. The supernatual has ALWAYS invited itself into my mind, and when I was younger found out I had a little ESP going on. I could see the spirits of animals. (Yeah yeah, go ahead and not beleive me,. I already tried telling some of my friends XD) Maybe it's a connection thing? Who knows. I just know that I can sence human spirits, hear them, and usually speak with both sides. I don't have a good connection with the human side though. Maybe I've pulled myself from that way. Always being repulsed by human beings in the first place. I like to peirce myself. (as you can see in my pictures) In my mind, I can set myself to the point where I go completly numb, and not feel anything. Also being able to block my mind from thinking anything bad, to the point where I am nothing but hyper and happy. And in this same way I gues, I have a mltiple personality dissorder. And when I do get all hyper and happy, Thats Dott...The young and fun one XD

Anyway..I'll stop now xDD

Any questions let me know c:

Oh, and I'm working on arttrades and stuff again. So if anyone wants to trade, or a request let me know...Cuz I really need to get out of this artblock stage.

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